Ode to My Aching heart

I’d like nothing more than to shout from the mountain tops how utterly upset and heart broken I am. But I cannot. Because what if he hears my shouts? How crushed will I feel when I realize that he not only doesn’t care how utterly upset and heartbroken I am, he couldn’t be any better? What will I say to those who ask me what’s wrong? There is nothing I can say that will make any sense. Nothing makes sense. Because I have no right to be upset… right? He wasn’t mine. It was all so temporary. But here’s what he doesn’t get. Here’s what no one gets. The littlest things are the biggest things. Those whispered compliments meant the word and he shouldn’t be allowed to take them back with a few simple words.  He is doing fine but my heart is breaking. What am I supposed to do? I want to shout and scream but I must remain mum as my heart shatters to pieces in my chest.

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