Self-Publishing Presentations

Hey, howdy, hello everyone! Here are some presentations I created on books about self-publishing.

SIE October

SIE November

SIE December

SIE January


SIE February


Thank you!




I’m losing it.

Paranoia heightened.

My grip on you

I tighten.

I know you’re

kind of frightened.

I’m scared.

I’m nervous.

I’m too much

I’m too much

Good God, I know

I’m too much.

I get it if you’re not

for this.

You can go if you

can’t take this.

They all go.

They all leave.

You can go,

if you must.

I’d like it if you stayed.

But you’re free to go away.


Long Night

race around my mind
in this endless game of ping pong
my eyes close
and whip back open
no sleep tonight
the demons are ravaging my mind
must keep busy
must keep busy
so I’ll twiddle my thumbs
do whatever I can
to keep my itching
from clawing
my beating heart
right out of my chest
can’t sleep
can’t sleep
tick tock
tick tock
the longer I stay awake
the louder the demons
tick tock
tick tock
can’t sleep
Won’t sleep

Return to Normalcy

I used to be poet
Then I got rid of my muse
My frown turned upside
No longer singing the blues
But now my hands ache for
A pen and my fingers itch
Longing to type
I knew this wouldn’t last
I knew this happiness would pass
And now my poetry
Is tinged with the same
Hopeless longing
Lack of sense of belonging
That I’m used to.
Heartbreaks back baby
You miss me?
The darkness has found a leak
And now the sadness can seep
Back into my soul
Fragmenting my being
With its acid nature
Until I am nothing more
Nothing at all more
Than the hollow shell
I was

Interview of Hana Malik

Hey, Howdy, Hello everybody!

I am so excited to share with you all that I had the amazing opportunity to interview Hana Malik, the author of Raw. As a newcomer to the Self-publishing scene I need all the advice I can get and feel so honored that Hana Malik took the time to share some of her experience with me. The following is the interview and benath the interview you will find the link to Raw. Please check it out!


When did you decide to write and publish a book?

            There was never really an exact moment for me. I began writing poetry in various google docs, word docs, etc. in high school whenever I had free time. I would go to the computer lab or library and just write depending on how I felt, or write a piece based off something else I had read or heard throughout the day. I would only share a few of my pieces with my friends if I felt like it could relate to their situation or I wanted an opinion. I was very shy and wouldn’t always tell them it was my piece. I did not want to feel judged upon my content, especially because not everything I write about has happened to me personally. In college, more of my friends found out about my writing and would ask me to share. I thought, if this is something other people want to read then I should share. I had writing blogs in the past and received good feedback. I began to want something more, something tangible. That’s when I decided to write a short book.


What made you choose self-publishing as opposed to traditional publishing?

I knew if I went through the traditional publishing process, Raw may never be actually published. If it did, there could be endless rights that I would have to sign over, or manipulate the book to fit someone else’s agenda. I wasn’t worried about how many people would purchase it or it needing a publishing house. I just wanted to put my work out there for anyone who wanted to read it. I also wanted sole rights to my pieces. Often, artists give up the integrity of their work in order for someone in an “official,” position to approve of it. I didn’t want to subject myself to that.


What was the self-publication process like for you? (Did you find it to be difficult, simple, enjoyable, etc)            

The process was relatively simple. It was frustrating to make sure that everything was aligned and looked exactly as I had imagined it in my head. But the final product was truly pleasing. The process was worth it.
How much help, if any, did you get with your book?            

In terms of the content of the book, I didn’t ask for any help. With respect to the cover and pricing, I consulted a few of my friends who had a more well-rounded understanding of how a potential audience or consumer would respond to my decisions.

Did you hire an editor?

Did you hire a publicist?

Did you create your design yourself? If yes, how did you do so? If no, how did you get it created?            

I did create the design myself. It’s actually pretty funny, I have a Microsoft Surface Pro 3 tablet, which is touch-screen. I opened the application called paint and used the stylus that came with the tablet to draw the scribble that is now on the cover of Raw. I added the title and that was it. I’m excited to work on the cover for my next book, as I want it to follow the same relative process.


Was there a high initial cost to self-publishing? (Did you put in a lot of money to get the book out there?)            

Not at all. I hardly had to invest anything initially. People who are interested in self-publishing need to do their research and understand the options are endless. Don’t feed into paying hundreds of dollars to do something you could very easily learn to do yourself.


Would you say the whole process was expensive or affordable for you?

 Absolutely affordable.


How long did it take you in total to write, edit and publish?

Two years.


How did you market and promote your book?            


Instagram and twitter became my new best friends. I am beyond grateful for the age of social media. Not only for myself, but because of it- I have met so many other independent artists whom I may have never met otherwise.


Is your book being sold both online and in stores or only online? If it is being sold in stores, how did you get bookstores to sell it?            

I am so honored to say my book is being sold in so many places I can’t keep up. It’s being sold in both bookstores and several online websites. Just googling, “Raw by Hana Malik,” is enough to see the hundreds of websites that offer it. Barnes & Noble’s selling my book was a huge achievement for me. As well as seeing my book on stands at the Posman Bookstore in Chelsea Market, NYC.


Have you done a book tour or any book signings? If yes, where and how did you set them up? (Bookstores, libraries?)            

I have not! I’m still very shy in when it comes to talking about my work because it means so much to me. When people I have met ask me to sign their copy, it is truly an indescribable feeling. I am so grateful to them for supporting my work, and truly can’t believe how much they genuinely like it. I’ve gotten into a habit of telling anyone who compliments my writing that it means the world to me. I don’t want it to lose its meaning because of how often I say it because that’s the only way I can really put it into words. Each time, no matter who it comes from. Any compliment towards my writing is worth the world to me.

Did you use any resources such as self-publication guides, books or manuals? If yes, which ones?            

I had to research and look up what a variety of them had to offer. There’s more than I can name. I definitely started with whatever the top searches were on google, then I narrowed it down through seeing how each one differed.


How successful would you say your book has been?

            When my book sold 100 copies, I was in awe. Since May 2016, when it first came out, Raw has sold 3000+ copies. More successful than I could’ve imagined.


If you could go back and change anything about your book or what you did to publish it, what would you change?            

The biggest amount of criticism I’ve gotten for my book is that it’s too short. It’s about 50 pages, ranging from poems that are short to long. This was the first time I was putting a piece of myself and my writing out there. I didn’t want to publish a book that was incredibly long and deter people from reading it. I was fully aware that I did not have a foundation, credibility or the name to make people want to read something very long just because my name was on it. I am new, I am still so new. I wanted a teaser, something short that I could get feedback on so when I do publish my full book, I had a better idea of the direction I wanted to go in. To anyone who complains that my book is too short, I wish to tell them it is not the only one. I often find myself succumbing and wishing the book was longer, but then I think I sold 3000+ copies of my 50 pages and that’s good enough for me. Sometimes, seeing that a book isn’t too long is what also attracts people. They think this is easier to read, quicker to understand and more convenient to share. The other fact of the matter is, I don’t want my poetry or writing to be repetitive. I feel like I said everything I had to say within the shorter amount of pages.
What advice would you give someone self-publishing for the first time?

Take. Your. Time.


Will you be self-publishing again or switching to traditional publishing for your next book?            

I look forward to self-publishing again for my next book!


Thank you, Hana Malik for allowing me to interview you!

If you are interested in learning more about Hana Malik and Raw, you can visit

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Please check out Raw available at Barnes & Noble and on Amazon.



Thank you!




Fall Survey Results

Hi, howdy, hello everybody!

Wow y’all haven’t heard from me since October. Sorry about that! I’ve been busy as a bee with a combination of college applications, homework and traveling. Before I went to China, (yes, I went to China) I surveyed some of the teachers and members of my graduating class at my school. I have been running under the assumption that my teachers and fellow seniors will most likely make up 95% of the people who buy my book. Let’s look at the survey results and see if that is true.

I surveyed 24 high school teachers and 36 seniors.


87% of teachers surveyed like poetry.

83% of teachers surveyed would buy a poetry book written by a student.

79% of teachers surveyed would buy a poetry book for $10.

37% of teachers surveyed would buy a shirt to promote a student’s book.

75% of teachers surveyed listen to the announcements most of the time/everyday.



66% of seniors surveyed like poetry.

80% of seniors surveyed would buy a poetry book from a peer.

66% of seniors surveyed would buy a poetry book for $10.

41% of seniors surveyed would buy a shirt to promote a peer’s book.

52% of seniors surveyed listen to the announcements most of the time/everyday. 



The majority of teachers surveyed receive their school related news through students, other teachers and emails.

The majority of seniors surveyed use Instagram, Email, Text and Snapchat (in decreasing order) as means of communication.



I would like to believe that the numbers are in my favor. Of the 20 teachers and 29 seniors who claimed on the survey that they would buy a book, I believe about 15 and 20, respectively, may actually do so. The one result that was disappointing but expected was the amount of people who selected no for the question regarding the shirt (27 teachers and senior in total). But the shirts are simply a method to promote the book and the survey presented me with some insight on potentially better ways to promote. A shockingly high amount of teachers and seniors listen to the announcements. I was already planning on announcing my book release party on the announcements but the results are extra incentive to do so. I also know that social media will be my best bet for distributing information about the book, including how to buy it, to my peers.


Thanks for reading!

Tarebear the Writer


Trench Coat

On cold nights
I would pull you
in by your
trench coat.
You always wore
a trench coat.
And you’d wrap
your long arms
Around me.
I didn’t know
Darling, I didn’t know
that our last kiss
would be our last.
I didn’t know
baby, I didn’t know
how safe I felt
In your arms.
I didn’t know
honey, I didn’t know
how warm you made
Me feel.
Until I was left
frightened, and cold.
I miss your
trench coat.
You always wore
a trench coat.

I Don’t Know Why

I don’t know
I don’t miss you
But goodness
I wanna cry
I wanna scream
It’s not about you
It’s not about me
It’s not about
anything anymore
It’s about how everything
Is so much
so much
too much
I think too much
I can’t cry
The tears won’t come out
I’ve dried up
I don’t miss you
I want to cry
I just don’t know why

September Updates and Notes


Golly has this school year been busy! It’s only November and I feel like I’ve been in school for six months. My book progress is going well! I am ironing out some kinks with the format and playing around with ideas in my head. The more I plan, the more excited I get! I am currently working on compiling the poems and trying to decide what I want in and what won’t make the cut. Just hang in tight for a few more months and you’ll be holding your very own copy in no time.

For my September work I began reading Self-Publishing for Dummies by Jason R Rich.



My notes from the first three parts of the book are in the Power Point below.

SIE September


Thanks y’all,



Summer Updates and Notes


As I may or may not have mentioned before, I am working on my first ever poetry book. To do so I will be reading books, taking surveys, looking at and reviewing other collections of poetry and conducting some interviews. I will be posting some of my research and updates in the form of Power Points, Documents and blog posts. Today I will be sharing my first Power Point with you. It was created over the summer and is a combination of results from the Survey Monkey I did and the book I read. Enjoy!

Book: 100 Common Publishing Questions Answered – Derek Murphy–zbPFWKQRG


SIE Summer


Thank you!